Friday, 27 May 2011

It's a shame I don't paint anymore, I did enjoy it and I do miss it. I can't say I was the greatest painter, but it was a satisfying experience. Sadly I have nowhere to paint, so I have turned my artistic attention to writing. Now I paint pictures with words, so to speak. And yes, I find it just as fulfilling, but in a different way.
 Like many people I have a need to express myself, and use my gifting. It is a privilege to be able to share something I have created with others.

Wednesday, 25 May 2011

Rocking Horse

The lovely Rocking Horse Hubby bought for my birthday. I love it and have called it Socks. Guess why?  :)

Friday, 20 May 2011

Second Childhood

My husband says I am like the queen, I always manage to have two birthdays, one official and the other a few months earlier when I find something I like and coerce him into buying it for me.
"It can be an early Birthday present I insist. Just buy me a card on the actual day." But of course with the card I always get a little something else as well.
The reason I am saying this, is because the other day I saw a lovely rocking horse in a second hand shop and fell in love with it. It is something I have always wanted. It's the closest I will ever get to owning a real horse.
Okay, this one isn't polished wood with a saddle a bridle and flowing mane and tail.
This one is just about big enough for me, and is covered in black fur, but it is so cute and due to the fur is lovely to stroke and when I ride it, it feels like a real horse. It has four white feet so I have called it Socks, okay not terribly original, but the name suits it.
All my friends insist I am slipping into my second childhood, They are quite right, only I'm not slipping, I've already slipped and am loving every minute of it.

Thursday, 19 May 2011

Tragic Vision

Once a week my mother and I would pray together. During one of these prayer times God gave me a powerful vision.

If you have ever watched something like a royal wedding you will know there is always a commentator who explains what is happening, who every one is, what they are wearing and so on.

Well this is what it was like for me, I was the commentator speaking out the vision as it happened and it was not easy as I was overcome with Godly sorrow. I had to try and explain what I was seeing through my tears, it was so hard.

My mother was was as distressed as myself. Afterwards she told me that as I was speaking she could see and feel as I did.

This is what I saw and I really believe it is a vision for the days we are in now, it has never left

me.





I was at the back of a huge glorious cathedral with a fair sized congregation sitting in the pews, their eyes glued to the front of the church.

At the alter there were three priests dressed in sumptuous clothes with mitres on their heads, waving incense around. However, like the congregation I only saw their backs.

On the right hand side of the building was a small wooden door. It opened and a man dressed in sack cloth entered. Instantly I knew it was Jesus.

Slowly He began to walk up and down every pew, tearfully calling each person to follow Him, it broke my heart as I watched. Most ignored Him their faces frozen, their eyes glued to the front of the church, their only interest the three priests ministering at the alter.

By the time Jesus had walked up and down all the pews, He was at the back of the church with just a handful of people who had followed Him.

I watched as He walked slowly down the centre isle followed by the few who had responded to His call. He turned right towards the small door He had entered through. As His hand reached out to open it, instantly His appearance changed. Gone the humble sack cloth. Now He was glorious and awesome, shinning with holy splendour. By this time I was struggling to keep going, I was in bits as I tried to explain what I was seeing.

Jesus left the building followed by His little flock and the door closed.



I then looked to the front of the church, the three priests turned around and faced the remaining congregation, and to my horror, it really did shock me, all three priests where skeletons.

I then found myself looking down on the church from the outside and I could see it was not a glorious building at all, but a ruin, It had no roof, the windows were broken, and everyone in it was dead.

It is a vision that will never leave me, and I feel it is a warning to us all. God is calling His true followers out, calling them to follow Him. The Christian walk is not about religiosity, tradition and ceremony. It is about Love, Truth and the Lordship of Jesus Christ and our relationship with Him.

The Bible speaks of remnants, let us all pray that as we seek Him and stay close to Him, we will be a part of that remnant.

A Questioner

'Valley of Shadows' survey

Some of my writing friends have put together a survey of their latest book. I thought, "what a brilliant idea." So decided to have a go. They chose to leave out certain questions, I may well do the same, but anyway here goes.



Valley of Shadows



1] What's your word count? = 70,645



2] How long until you finish? = How long is a piece of string. Seriously though, I am finished, bar the editing process.



3] If finished, how long did it take you? = I guess in all, around three years.



4] Do you have an outline? = Not as such. I generally have a good idea of the story, where it's going, and how it will end. I do make a list of characters with their with their distinguishing features. Mind you, that often changes as the stories progresses. But on the whole, I like to write like a mad thing, and follow my imagination.



6] How many words do you write a day? = I suppose, a thousand, maybe more.



7] What was your greatest word count for one day? = About 5,000.



9] What inspired you to write?  =You will think this strange, and it's certainly sad. But it was the death of my sister.



10] Does your novel have a theme song? = Not really, but if it did, it would be 'The Lord's my Shepherd.'



12] Which character is most like you? = I guess there is some of me in Cyella.



13] Which character would you most likely be friends with? = That would have to be Mary.



15] Who is your favourite character? = Sunrise.



16] Have your characters done something completely unexpected? = Not really, everything they experience is unexpected.



17] Have you based any of your novel on personal experience? = My whole novel was born out of the tragic death of my younger sister.



18] What is the best line? = The wide path panders to mankind's incessant desire to reach their destination as quickly as possible. no matter the consequences.



28] Summarize your novel in under fifteen words. = What Cyella faced in the valley, messed with her mind.



29] Do you love all your characters? = Goodness, no! some of them are awful.



32] Describe your main character in three words. = Plucky, Strong Willed, Sensitive.



35] How many romantic relationships take place in your novel? = Two.



36] Are there any explosions? = No



45] Who has pets in the novel, and what are they? = The Mistress, and Remstiss the Necromancer both have black cats.



46] Are there Angels, demons, or any religious references? = No Angel, but yes, to the other two.



51] Is there humour? = A little, yes.



52] Is there tragedy? = Yes, I'm afraid so.



57] Has your novel provided insight about your life? = In some ways I guess it has. Probably because I buried my grief over the death of my sister within its pages.



59] Has your novel inspired anyone? = From what I have heard, yes.



68] How would you react if your novel was erased entirely? = You don't want to know, and nor do I! But, such an horrendous idea is not likely, as it is backed up all over the place.



71] What advice would you give a fellow writer? = Stay committed. Make it as good as is humanly possible. And don't allow rejections to put you off. Stay confident, and keep believing in yourself.



72] Describe the ending in three words. = Romantic, Positive, Victorious.



75] Was it worth it? = You bet it was!!

New Blog

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